All grown up?

We as little children always have a dream on what we want to do when we grow up: become a Fireman, Militery, Secert agent, and etc. We can't wait to grow up until we find out about death achilds pet my have die or a family member may have passed on: then growing up becomes something that you don't want to do, but it is going to happen any way. About the time that you become a teenager you realize that you are closser to becoming an adult, and teenagers start to try to have as much fun as they can before they become adults.Either it comes down to drinking, smoking weed, even havaing $ex and braging about how many girls/boys you've had. It makes things difficult when adults demand for respect from teens and do not even give respect to them. Which would cause a child to become a rebel: A learder that does not choose to abide by anyones rules. When a child decides not to play by the rules thats when the innocents goes away, and respect and manners is just a word that would make them chuckle as if it were a joke of the past. eventually the teenager grows up and either he was a rebel or he abided by the rules: sometimes you have some rebels that get older and find out that going by the rules will lead you down a better path. Then before you know it you are accepting yor diploma or your in the unemployment line: your life has passed before your eyes. Did you do all that you could do or did you do just enough to pass? Did you even stop to relize that you still grownig up while you are an "adult": What is the meaning of adult?I see adults that get made like teens do and laugh at the same thing that we teens laugh at.I end with this question: What is growing up, and when does it happen?: Eventually we will find out.

My family

We do not really have family tradtions in my house their are just annoying at times.
Their is one thing that my family does and that is they pass down a sewing machine to the females in our family: which right now belons to my mother, and since I am not a girl it will be passed down to my cousin. To me it seems pointless because I do not know what they pass it down for and they still won't tell me when I ask them now.

live long out of freewill die later

I would rather live along time rather thatn die when I am just about to start to live and enjoy life. I would rather live long than die young for being known for something ridiculous like being a rap star, cloothes desinger, movie star, and etc...
I wolud like to live long enough for me to learn from my mistakes, and have enough time to get my life straight and stuated. Plus most of these guys out here living until they are twenty or younger and that are known world wide die from something that is avoidable. Such as shooting, drug overdoses, and etc: most of hem commit sucide because they feel that they have everything that they wanted but feel that life is useless.

Fate /Freewill

I belive that fate and freewill is connected because it's like temini explianed in class.
If you get hit in an ar accident and they were in the wrong their is no fault in the both of you crashingit was a fate that you choose out of a freewill decision of you getting in the car knowing all of the dangers that could be put apon you. You can't avoid fate because we all have to die one day so the freewill decsions that you make do't stop fate you just avoid one and proplong another.